Sunday, January 13, 2013

Indonesian Idol 2012

my 'chasing dream' journey  begins by my auditioning in Indonesian idol. I recalled how my late babysitter love watching this show back when she was able to 'see'. I was hoping by performing in the idol stage, she could see me and smiled from heaven...

Skip the sad part! Back to the story..
The first audition held in some cities and i happened to go to Medan that time. It's nervewrecking, but somehow i managed to get the golden ticket. Around 20 finalists was choosen, get the golden ticket  and send to Jakarta to get some briefings, and more selections to come.









I didnt make it to final that time. But did i give up? The answer is no.
it rather emphasized my desire and passion that i indeed belong in the big stage.
And, so my journey continue..
Hey guys, it's been a long long time already sice i wrote stuffs in this blog. Almost a year, gosh! Been very busy chasing my dreams this whole year. So, here i am writing, wondering what had happened in my life and truthfully, im quite impressed and grateful with my achievement so far.


It's all started with a dream..
I've always been a dreamer since i was a kid. One of my dream is to be a singer, since i always love a big stage, the claps of audiences, spotlights, musics, and stuffs. Too bad, i stayed in a small city when i was younger, and so there's rarely chance to pursue that dream.

When i just graduated from college in Singapore, i went back to my country and started to work as general manager in a hotel.






Oke, the pics look nice, and my life looks good.
yes, indeed, I love working there, but somehow i have feeling that im not meant to do this, in short, i dun feel like i belonged here. I want to do something more, some thing greater to fulfill this thirst. But by that time im not sure what to do, and how..

On november 2011, one of the person i loved passed away.. (I wrote about this in my previous blog)
Her death suddenly slap my heart. Life is too short to waste.
If i kept dreaming, a dream remains a dream. Forever.
I wonder if one day im much older and looked back at the past, will i regret this. And the scary part is how that regret is going to haunt me the rest of my life. forever.
So, i change my direction.
This girl is going to big city!